doubts.

Well as i come into week 29 of being pregnant, I'm getting a little scared. You see my childhood wasn't the greatest. Don't get me wrong I feel like I was raised okay, I just grew up with a dysfunctional family. I'm hoping maybe it won't be that way in my new family. Me and my husband get along very well, and are very excited about our new addition. But I still can't help to think of the past, and of all the things I went threw to get to where I am now. Not to mention all those things that happened in the past still happen to this day. I want to change the future for my child. I have alot of things to think about and decsions that need to be made to make this successful. Hearts will be broken and crying will begin but I have to do what needs to be done for my unborn child to live a healthy life.